A co-worker of mine has been doing water aerobics. A few of the girls here said to her, “you look like you’ve been losing weight!” To this she replied, “Yes. Yes I have. I’m down six pounds!” Congratulations all around, hooray, hoorah, blah blah blah.
You know what? It sucks to have lost 13 pounds and have no one notice. Of course I’m not doing this for them, but still, the weight had to have gone somewhere – so why isn’t anyone seeing it? Ugh. Stupid non-observant co-workers.
Other than that, things are good. Better than good actually. I’m so hyped up now about getting below 200lbs, it’s to the point that I’m not even thinking about cheating lol. I even went walking last evening when it was hot and sunny out. I wanted to puke and pass out, but the point is that I did it and I’m proud of myself. I’m looking forward to Friday when a cold front comes in and brings the temperature down to a chilling 75 degrees. Ha.
To be honest, if I hadn’t lost weight last week, I’m not sure I’d be trying hard right now. I really struggled the first 6 weeks. Losing weight even the slow way is frustrating. And I have no patience. Things are slowly looking up now. I feel like I’ve gotten past the rough patch and am on the downhill slope to a thinner, and happier, Caitrin.
And if I need to wear hoochie, tight clothes so that my co-workers notice my weight loss, so be it.
Just kidding.

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