The last few days have taken a toll on me. I’m not sure what started it. All I know is that the past two days I have been extremely hungry and tired. Wednesday was great. Thursday I woke up and felt like I had been fasting! My stomach is so hungry it hurts, and it’s not like I’m starving myself. I’m tired and have no energy. I still walk but I walk with a lot less enthusiasm and pep. My excitement for being on this diet and losing a little weight has completely gone away.
Don’t misunderstand me – I’m not quitting. That’s not even an option. I just think things will go a lot slower than I originally planned. I’m almost positive I didn’t lose weight this week. I don’t feel different. My clothes don’t feel different. And maybe since my heart isn’t in it right now, my body won’t be either. Weird how that works.
I need another spark – something to get the fire started under me again. I’m still watching what I eat. I’m still walking an hour a day. But I’m just going thru the motions right now. I feel like I’m trapped and am never going to lose any more weight. Maybe I’m just cursed? Maybe I’m an exception to the whole ‘eat well and lose weight’ rule. Or maybe I just have a thyroid problem. Ugh. Maybe this is just a phase and next week I’ll read this blog and be like….wow – I can be really whiney sometimes.
As my mom always says, “if you can’t cry, than laugh”, and I’m not crying yet. That will probably be Sunday after the weigh-in. haha.
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